it's that classic dilemma, as corny and clichéd as it sounds,
whether to follow my head - which says, say goodbye, wait for someone more mature, ready for marriage and family
or to follow my heart - to enjoy this love as it is in this moment, not thinking about the state of my ova, or our massive age difference.
and here i am, just delaying that decision making, til i absolutely have to make it, til it is forced on me.
is that choosing the heart option by default?
for now, i suppose it has to be that way.
if tomorrow, a much more ideal man were to show up in my life, and to love me, and that i were able to love him back,
why yes i would choose him.
but, will that ever happen?
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