pondering on love,

what is love?

i don't know, i've not known it for so long, i'd forgotten what it felt like to be loved but most of all to love.

but i've been surprising myself, at how giving i've become now that i've found someone to love

how i give, my time, my sweetness, how i like to drive him, cook for him, make him laugh, pleasure him.

from time to time, i stop myself, i don't recognize myself hardly. 

but isn't it all give-and-take, shouldn't i be taking more? 

so i start to question myself, doubt his love or dedication to me,

but in the end, i want to love,

make the most of this opportunity to give my all,

love to the fullest.

love to no regret.